Scared
June 20th, 2007, 04:26 pm
She is so secretive.
She even told me she is.
I’m so scared that I’m going to get hurt.
I want to get out so before this happens.
I can’t.
Do I take one hurt to avoid another?
She acts like she doesn’t care.
She wants to me always ignore things.
She wants me to trust her blindly.
It’s so hard to trust when she keeps secrets.
So on Messenger today my girlfriend has something along the lines of “I feel like he still has a piece of my heart. I want my boyfriend to have it instead of him.” I ask her about it and she ignores me and changes that line right away. I keep bringing it up and she acts like she doesn’t know what I’m talking about. Finally she says she saw it on a website and thought it was cute. I think she is lying.
I tell her I can’t trust her because she is so secretive. She says she knows she is. She says she can’t trust me. I don’t know why. I’ll talk to her tonight.
She’s starting to turn this around and making it my problem. She always does.
We were suppose to have fun tonight but no, I won’t be able to. I can’t ignore this. If I can’t trust her, then I can’t be with her. I’ll talk with her tonight.
Why did I have to fall in love with someone so immature?
