Was it real?
August 5th, 2007, 09:09 pm
Was it real?
Or did you lie?
I know your past, you appeared to have changed.
But now you go back.
Did you change for me?
It seems like you did.
The person you are now is not the same.
I fell in love with someone else.
You tell me it was the real you,
but now, I see that is not true.
You real you was then and now.
I was played.
I cry as I continue to get played.
You tell me what I want to hear,
not what you really think.
I wish it was true.
I wish I had the power to stop it.
I continue to cry because I can’t.
I let you play me even after we are done.
I wish I didn’t care about you.
I cry for you as I see you fall.
As I watch you slowly kill yourself.
I cry because you lie to get what you want.
I wish you had morals.
All day I cry because it hurts.
Nothing was real.
Nothing was true.
What we shared was fake.
Now I’m falling.
Falling into nothing.
Falling into despair.
Crying all the way down.
By Brandi on July 22nd, 2008 at 9:43 pm
I’m so sorry hun.