September 9th, 2008, 11:56 pm
I am pissed off. I’m pissed off at myself for letting people walk all over me and I do nothing to stop it. People know they can do it and I let them. I pissed off at others for doing what they want with me. I’m pissed off at people who are mad at me for reasons I don’t understand. I say something that they themselves say atleast five times a day and they get offended. Yet everyone can make fun of me and I have to take it. I can’t sleep at night so I’m ornery all day. Everything frustrates me. All I can do is smile and laugh so I don’t freak out.
Behind all the anger I’m sad. Sad that people take advantage of me and walk all over me. Sad that I let people do it. Sad that some of the few friends I have don’t like me. Sad because I blame myself for everything.
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September 7th, 2008, 09:55 pm
A Utah WordCamp is coming up on September 27, 2008. I’m thinking of going. Only problem is that is the same day as the X96 Maverick Big Ass Show which I purchased tickets for. Who I was originally going to go with won’t be happening any more so now I need to decide whether to go rock out or be a nerd for a day.
If you are in the Utah area and would like to meet me then let me know. At this point I’m leaning towards going to Wordcamp since I want to get more involved in things like that and meet the creator of Wordpress. If atleast one person wants to meet me then I’ll forget about the Big Ass Show completely.
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September 1st, 2008, 05:27 pm
Last week I purchased a washer and dryer. It still amazes me that I know how my own appliances besides a microwave. I’m becoming more of an adult. With the new washer and dryer I have successfully ruined just about all of my shirts. Half of them shrunk and the other half have faded. There are so many different settings on these things that it confuses me.
Please don’t make fun of me (atleast not too much) if you see me wearing a shirt that is too small. I’m still figuring out this living on your own thing. On the plus side I get to buy new shirts.
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