Pissed Off

September 9th, 2008, 11:56 pm

I am pissed off. I’m pissed off at myself for letting people walk all over me and I do nothing to stop it. People know they can do it and I let them. I pissed off at others for doing what they want with me. I’m pissed off at people who are mad at me for reasons I don’t understand. I say something that they themselves say atleast five times a day and they get offended. Yet everyone can make fun of me and I have to take it. I can’t sleep at night so I’m ornery all day. Everything frustrates me. All I can do is smile and laugh so I don’t freak out.

Behind all the anger I’m sad. Sad that people take advantage of me and walk all over me. Sad that I let people do it. Sad that some of the few friends I have don’t like me. Sad because I blame myself for everything.

6 Responses to “Pissed Off”

  1. By Jessica on September 10th, 2008 at 12:53 am

    Keep your chin up kid.
    I like you plenty.
    It may not mean anything to you tho. Better than nothing?

  2. By Sarah on September 10th, 2008 at 6:02 pm

    I usually apologize to people when I make them angry/hurt their feelings, even if I don’t understand it. Just a thought.

  3. By Drugs on September 14th, 2008 at 2:33 pm

    Time to stick up for yourself and start slapping some people around for a change. :D

  4. By Schwpz on September 19th, 2008 at 4:34 am

    I’m sorry to hear that. Sounds like you’re going through some tough time, to say the least :(

    If the world doesn’t take good care of you, then it’s only up to you to do it. So stock up on your favorite types of junk food, plugg out all your phones, barricade all your windows and indulge yourself with some 100% you time, may that be a marathon of your favorite movies, an entire weekend on Wow, or whatever it is that relaxes you and allows you to take your mind off things.

    If the word pisses you off, then fuck the world until at least next Monday! :P

    Hope things will turn out for the better for you :)

  5. By A_O_C on October 21st, 2008 at 1:41 pm

    i like you eric. forget what everyone else says, i think your a great guy (from what i have seen at phpbb.com). take care of yourself man! :)

  6. By Erich on November 19th, 2008 at 7:22 pm

    LOL, I was just thinking the exact same thing about myself. I’m glad to see there are others out here feeling the same way.

    Being taken for granted is a VERY frustrating thing.

    I have found some medicine for this problem. Someone sent me the following today and it made me feel like pushing on:

    “Thank you Erich for all of the wonderful things you do for me”

    For some reason, I felt much better. So here, I’ll send a little your way:

    “Thanks Eric, for all of the wonderful things you do for us all. You just don’t know how important you are to us, and what we’d do without you I just don’t know.”

    Hang in there man, because they’ll all be bowing down to you soon enough. :)

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