Pissed Off
September 9th, 2008, 11:56 pm
I am pissed off. I’m pissed off at myself for letting people walk all over me and I do nothing to stop it. People know they can do it and I let them. I pissed off at others for doing what they want with me. I’m pissed off at people who are mad at me for reasons I don’t understand. I say something that they themselves say atleast five times a day and they get offended. Yet everyone can make fun of me and I have to take it. I can’t sleep at night so I’m ornery all day. Everything frustrates me. All I can do is smile and laugh so I don’t freak out.
Behind all the anger I’m sad. Sad that people take advantage of me and walk all over me. Sad that I let people do it. Sad that some of the few friends I have don’t like me. Sad because I blame myself for everything.
By Jessica on September 10th, 2008 at 12:53 am
Keep your chin up kid.
I like you plenty.
It may not mean anything to you tho. Better than nothing?
By Sarah on September 10th, 2008 at 6:02 pm
I usually apologize to people when I make them angry/hurt their feelings, even if I don’t understand it. Just a thought.
By Drugs on September 14th, 2008 at 2:33 pm
Time to stick up for yourself and start slapping some people around for a change.
By Schwpz on September 19th, 2008 at 4:34 am
I’m sorry to hear that. Sounds like you’re going through some tough time, to say the least
If the world doesn’t take good care of you, then it’s only up to you to do it. So stock up on your favorite types of junk food, plugg out all your phones, barricade all your windows and indulge yourself with some 100% you time, may that be a marathon of your favorite movies, an entire weekend on Wow, or whatever it is that relaxes you and allows you to take your mind off things.
If the word pisses you off, then fuck the world until at least next Monday!
Hope things will turn out for the better for you
By A_O_C on October 21st, 2008 at 1:41 pm
i like you eric. forget what everyone else says, i think your a great guy (from what i have seen at phpbb.com). take care of yourself man!
By Erich on November 19th, 2008 at 7:22 pm
LOL, I was just thinking the exact same thing about myself. I’m glad to see there are others out here feeling the same way.
Being taken for granted is a VERY frustrating thing.
I have found some medicine for this problem. Someone sent me the following today and it made me feel like pushing on:
“Thank you Erich for all of the wonderful things you do for me”
For some reason, I felt much better. So here, I’ll send a little your way:
“Thanks Eric, for all of the wonderful things you do for us all. You just don’t know how important you are to us, and what we’d do without you I just don’t know.”
Hang in there man, because they’ll all be bowing down to you soon enough.
By Craig on February 17th, 2009 at 1:20 pm
It’s a bit late considering the date of the post, but oh well.
I know exactly how you feel Eric, I am only 18, and have had this most of my teenage years (Because I am skilled with PC’s). People use me to fix stuff and find them information on the internet and the next day they don’t want to know me.
Several months ago I got diagnosed with Clinical Depression. Which took a bit of weight off because I knew what was wrong with me, but it also gave my so-called mates the excuse of not talking to me because “I Depressed them”. Although I decided to give them a second chance, and try and be mates with them, they still ask me to get 15GB+ of media converted to iPod, and I can’t find it to stand up to them.
I guess it’s life, the good people are the ones that always end up being hurt. Sometimes one of the things that just help me, is writing whats wrong on a piece of paper, and screwing it up, like throwing away your problems. I know it sounds weird coming from a 18 year old boy but I just dunno anymore.
Craig.
By jeremiah on June 30th, 2009 at 9:28 pm
My name is Jeremiah and i understand what you are feeling but do as i did, Eric open your hymnal and sing praise for the meek will inhert the earth. I will pray for you, for all yours trouble will taken away, when you sing praise to the lord our god in heaven. Think and act apon what you have read here