I know exactly how you feel Eric, I am only 18, and have had this most of my teenage years (Because I am skilled with PC’s). People use me to fix stuff and find them information on the internet and the next day they don’t want to know me.

Several months ago I got diagnosed with Clinical Depression. Which took a bit of weight off because I knew what was wrong with me, but it also gave my so-called mates the excuse of not talking to me because “I Depressed them”. Although I decided to give them a second chance, and try and be mates with them, they still ask me to get 15GB+ of media converted to iPod, and I can’t find it to stand up to them.

I guess it’s life, the good people are the ones that always end up being hurt. Sometimes one of the things that just help me, is writing whats wrong on a piece of paper, and screwing it up, like throwing away your problems. I know it sounds weird coming from a 18 year old boy but I just dunno anymore.

Craig.

Being taken for granted is a VERY frustrating thing.

I have found some medicine for this problem. Someone sent me the following today and it made me feel like pushing on:

“Thank you Erich for all of the wonderful things you do for me”

For some reason, I felt much better. So here, I’ll send a little your way:

“Thanks Eric, for all of the wonderful things you do for us all. You just don’t know how important you are to us, and what we’d do without you I just don’t know.”

Hang in there man, because they’ll all be bowing down to you soon enough.

If the world doesn’t take good care of you, then it’s only up to you to do it. So stock up on your favorite types of junk food, plugg out all your phones, barricade all your windows and indulge yourself with some 100% you time, may that be a marathon of your favorite movies, an entire weekend on Wow, or whatever it is that relaxes you and allows you to take your mind off things.

If the word pisses you off, then fuck the world until at least next Monday!

Hope things will turn out for the better for you